A Broken Vow

Commonly, it is said that promises are made to be broken. Yes, I believe so cause no matter how you plan things in your life, you still can never predict your future. It`s just like when you are in love. There is no such thing as "right" person because every now and then, feelings change.

I am so happy and contented with my three-year relationship. All I know is that I love my significant other so much that I want to love her and live with her for the rest of my life. I`ve made so many promises about us, about our future. I promised that I`ll never fall into temptation and fall in love with any other girls. I consider our relationship perfect even though there is no such thing as a perfect relationship. Despite problems, we remained strong and our love did not fade.

Then, there came a naughty yet sweet girl who squeezed in. We talked about our lives, shared secrets, and then suddenly a magic popped up. It was a mysterious feelings–more of a mutual connection than a friendly treatment between the two of us. She told me that she has a crush on me and she likes me. She knows that I`m in a relationship and she is in a relationship as well. So vague right? But the thing is she`s not serious with her boyfriend; I am serious with my girlfriend. What`s next? She began flirting at me, asking me to court here but I didn`t. 

I told my girlfriend about that girl and I told her how I made usual connection with other girl. She got jealous, of course, and afraid of what would happen next. But since she trusted me, she remained confident that I`ll stick with him. I was so confident not to fall into further temptation.

However, the part where I dread and considered myself a liar came. I hate hypocrites, and yet I have turned into one. I then started to hate myself.

It just happened that our relationship is long distance and I miss my girlfriend`s presence everyday. This new girl filled in the space. This new girl chap gave me smiles and comforts every time I missed my dear boyfriend. And yes, after all those stuff, the magic revealed the hidden feelings. To summarize, infidelity ruled over love and loyalty.

As of now, I am fixing myself and my relationship with my real love. I have to change while there is still a chance because I`m afraid that the time for a lot of chances will come but, there will be no more room for chances.